i love you
Are we headed to different futures?
If this farewell is the beginning of a journey,
I'll smile as much as i can for you.
I have to forget you even if i have to force myself
or i won't be able to face the rest of my own journey.
When i was in pain,for my sake,
you told me it would be all right through my tears.
my silent tears are
pouring out of my heart but
I'll take a step forward without regrets.
*angel's story*
*about angel*
*angel's friend*
*angel's talk*
*angel's pasts*
bahhh...
todaee wokee up at 11 pluss...wahahas..pigg siaa..=p denn gett rdyy ferr guzhengg...last nite last minn goo practice onlii..soo todaee be4 ii goo tuu schol ii fasterr practicee a littlee moree at hm...denn ii tot ii was latee coss ii practicee until fergot ee time..XD luckyy ii was even earlierr denn ii tott...hm...it wass tirinn...sittin iin ee rm ferr 4hrss playinn guzhengg..mii butt hurts!! lolss...den breakk datt time onlii drinkk norss...coss canteenn nv openn...denn chit chatt...denn wentt backk..yeahh..ee usual...denn wenn lessonn ishh overr...wentt wif jeSs tuu eatt at hpointt...denn followedd byy goinn tuu ee specss shopp tuu claimm herr neww specss..mann it wass soo nicee...ii hopee ii hadd onee tuu..=( tuu badd mii parentss until nw nv gett mii new onee...mii oldd one ishh 5 yrs oldd lerr lohh..lolss..nn its bent nw...onlii woree it at hm...but todae was great...coss..hehess...guess it urselff..=p haishh but todaee soo tiredd...gona slepp earlyy todaee bahh...mann soo worriedd abt mii guzhengg exam nn mii jobb..ii realii needd tuu buckk up ferr mii exam...nn ii realii needd a jobb!!recommendd mii if euu hadd onee..=p hopee ii gett ee jobb oon tishh cominn mon...=(
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ahhh!!!stayinn at hm ishh stoninn mii lerr lahh!! mii job interview ishh next mon...siann...ii wan tishh week lahh!!todaee nothinn muchh derr norrs...goo ps wif olivia ferr interview..denn ee managerr saee next weekk..denn ii goo frenn housee playy playy awhilee denn goo hm...denn watchh princess hourss derr discc..denn playy mii guzhengg...denn playy lappyy...aiyahh borinn lahh..ii wana goo out playy!! ii wann go beachh!! ii wan goo somewhere peaceful!!
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haishh...
haishh..todaee nv goo out...wass nort allowedd tuu byy mii mama...she verii unreasonablee todaee...ii hatee herr...jus hatee herr!!she gv mii unreasonablee claimss..sayinn stuff datt arr nort truee tuu framee mii...she left mii cryinn tuu miselff alonee at hm s theyy wentt swimminn...askinn mii tuu doo ee houseworkss...tishh ishh jus gettin soo unfairr...yy m ii treatedd tishh wayy nn mii brotherss arr soo freedd?deres a sense oof biasness goinn oon...theyy jus gv birthh tuu mii tuu bii a maidd ferr emm...ii kneww mii mama sorta dislikedd daughterss...orr iin factt...mii!but shee cant doo tishh tuu mii!! ii almostt tookk a penn knifee tuu cutt miiself..but everiitimee ii wanaa doo datt...ii tott abt ee scarss leftt oon ee handd wil affectt mii iin ee futuree...hencee ii didd mii usual habitt byy cuttinn somethinn elsee insteadd...ee wordss mii mama toldd mii realli hurtt mii wif everii stabb...ii m nort gona bii a guaii guaii gal tuu emm aniimoree...sincee theyy doesntt belivee nn shownn anii trustt iin mii be4...wat ferr bii loyal tuu emm...independencee ishh mii keyy nw...tolerancee hadd almostt reachedd its level...nn oncee iit didd...iim gonaa leavee tishh housee or goo againstt em byy showinn mii unhappiness...
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haishh...
haishh..yesterdaee ee momentt ii sleptt ii hadd a badd dreamm...denn got shockedd until neededd mii mama tuu acc mii tuu sleepp...XD denn wenn ii woke up againn nn went bacc tuu sleepp..hadd anotherr onee...mann..ee 2 dreamss denn eventuallyy spoil mii moodd ee followinn daee...ii woke up at 2pm...tuu tiredd lerr...finallyy cann takee a longg longg napp..but ee sleepinn causedd mii wholee bodyy tuu achee...orr maybb becoss yesterdaee didd tuu muchh exercisee lerr...hahass...haishh todaee nort iin gdd moodd norss...nothinn tuu doo at hm...quarrel wif mama abt jobss..denn ii gott cryy norss...feel gdd siaa...coss cann cryy outt al ee badd thinn ii beenn keepinn insidee mii heartt...denn wentt tuu returnn wei lee derr volleyball denn wentt bacc tuu mii tuition centree tuu claimm mii umbrellaa datt ii hadd leftt iit deree 2 daess agoo...soo moodyy todaee...haishh...soo restless...keepp regretinn stuff...mostlyy ishh findinn part timee derr problemm norss...yy m ii worryinn al tishh ferr?dun caree lahh..juss doo wat ii hadd rit nw...whole bodyy soo painn nw lahh~!handss noo strengthh tuu washh dishess lerr...
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yayss!! speechh daee hadd endedd..woot~! nn noo moree schol ferr ee nextt 2 mths!yayas!!lolss...todaee wokee upp at 5.45am siaa...wahh soo tirinn...cos hv tuu get tuu schol byy 7...todaee derr performancee nort realii nicee..coss ee soundd systemm al datt sumthinn wrongg derr...but ourr guzhengg ensemblee didd sorta greatt todaee...^^ nn nothinn went wrongg...ii tinkk..=p went hm tuu washh awayy mii make-ups be4 meetinn mii frenss goo playy basketball...hahass..ii endedd up usinn a volleyball tuu playy basketball insteadd..XD cos it wass lighterr nn easierr ferr mii tuu holdd...hadd great funn...^^ yeahh..wif himm tuu...=p kept hvin leg crampss...mayb it wass causedd byy ee heels ii woree ferr ee performancee todaee...denn went hm...eat pockyy hahass...denn sum dim sum...denn surf nett nn nw ritin tishh blogg..XD haishh..gonaa takee a shortt napp afterr tishh...ii hadd an activee daee todaee..hahass..tirinn..yet funn...hmm...^^
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yayss~!todaee hadd quitee ann enjoyablee timee...^^ but dunoee yy ii brinn mii guzhengg costume tuu schol ferr...hahass...todaee learnn hw tuu speakk koreann lehh...it wass funn..coss ee wayy of speakinn kindaa funii...tuu badd afterr halff wayy of ee lessonn..mii nn peii enn hv tuu goo tuu ee hall tuu movee ee guzhengg...haishh...wass enjoyinn miiself worss...=( but nvmm...hahas...at leastt ii learnn summ neww wordss...^^ ii hopee deree wouldd bii japanesee language coursee tuu...hehess...^^ gott bac mii report cardd...althoughh ii promotedd tuu sec 4...but ee rankinn ishh nort realii nicee..=(...afterr scholl wenn tuu hpointt..denn mii mama saee meet herr deree...denn wenn ntucc tuu playy againn..hahass...XD denn wentt tuu ee foodd courtt tuu eatt...saww summ scholmatess nn classmatess...denn mii kor cumm acc us ferr awhilee be4 hee goo meet his frenss...denn mii mama see mii report cardd...denn nagnagnag...=p denn nagg mii tishh nn datt...aiyohh...denn oon ee wayy hm saww miaoli nn jinyongg theyy all...XD denn wentt hm sleepp...ii wouldd hadd overslept ferr tuitionn if ii hadd nort dreamt of a dream...lolss..it wass realii funni...denn usee mii lappyy awhilee...ritt tishh blogg...denn laterr gonaa goo tuitionn lerr...haishh ii hatee mii pupertyy stagee...soo manii pimpless nw...XD hahas...nn huu doesntt hatee iit...=p summ norss...gonaa rainn soonn...hopee ii dunn gett drenchedd againn..hahass...tml speechh daee lerr...hv tuu wakee upp earlyy tuu gett rdyy...haishh...iim gonaa putt makeups ferr mii memberss lerr..woot~!draww thierr facess...wahahas...kiddinn nahh...XD tml last daee lerr..denn ii cann concentrate iin mii workk lerr...yays!!
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haishh..bloggerr dunn lett mii postt againn yesterdaee...=( aiyahh dunn caree lahh..hmm..todaee cycledd wif mii mama nn younger broo ferr mii dental checkup...soo funn norss...listeninn tuu musicc whilee cyclinn...XD...haishh denn wenn got deree soo siann...cos hv tuu waitt verii longg...denn wenn mii turnn datt timee...askk ee dentistt wenn ii cann takee outt...hee saee dec takee outt liaoo lehh...wthh...ii wass hopinn it tuu bii nov...ahh!!yyy~!wats worstt...wenn goinn bacc hm...it startedd tuu rainn soo heavilyy wee got hm drenchedd~!!denn gott verii pissedd...got evenn moree pissedd wenn mii younger broo disturbb mii...argg...spoil mii moodd todaee...todaee dunn seem tuu turnn out wel ferr mii...coss ii accidentlyy lockk ontuu sumthinn datt almostt knockk mii rightt handd derr index finger'ss nail off!nw itss stil swollenn nn bleedinn...haishh..soo painn...haishh...tinkk ii gonaa gett sickk tuu coss oof ee rainn...haishh...denn makee dumplingss wiff mii mama...soo funn...lookinn at ee ingredientss makee mii hungryy...aww...hahass..XD
atee ee dumplingss afterr mii mama hadd cookedd emm...mann it tastee soo sweet nn great!! mii mama hadd improvedd!! wahahass...XD
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yeahh...todaee ishh sundaee...everionee noess datt...lolss..okiee...tml monn denn...=p lameo...!tml 930 stil got rehearsal...siann...hahas...todaee stil ee samee norrs...nothinn tuu doo..laterr gona goo intervieww...mayb goo hpt derr ntuc askk olso...cos theyy hirinn cashierss...^^ hmm...denn goo walkk walkk abitt lahh..maybb goo ntuc playy playy againn wahahass!aiyahh aniwayy todaee nothinn muchh lahh...mii jobb stil hadd nortt started yett...iim doinn 2 jobss nehh!one ishh at kovann standd dere gv flyerss...but ii nort sure tishh one stil got vacancyy anortt...denn ee otherr ishh blockk tuu blockk derr flyerss...ii tinkk ii doinn tishh..coss ee payy okie okiee lohh...yeahh...^^ denn todaee didd house choress againn..everii satt orr sunn hvv tuu doo derr...ii doinn ee moppinn...whilee mii elderr broo doo ee vacumminn..^^ mii washh ee dishess almostt everidaee norss..=( lolss..but usedd tuu it lerr lahh...soo nvmm...=) nn itss olsoo a gdd exercisee ferr mii wenn ii doinn ee moppinn..jus dat sumtimess will twistedd mii wistt..soo painn norss...haishh...juss didd itt whilee ii was moppinn ee livinn rmm...=(
wentt outt afterr datt...dunoee yy...but mii moodd changedd...juss soo fustratedd...angryy...sadd...ii dunoe yy...ii juss feel likk...ventinn mii angerr oon sumthinn...tookk a sharpp objectt nn scratchh it wif al mii angerr oon a new stackk oof foolscap jus nw...it jus feltt soo greatt...nn ii seemedd tuu improvedd ss ii managedd tuu make a bigg holee throughh itt...woots!nn we hadd ban miann ferr dinerr..it wass great...stil wonderinn yy ee suddenn mood swingg...haishh...mayb ishh cos oof sumthinn bahh...but wat?iim confusedd...yy doo ii feel hurtt tuu?=(
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haishh siann...
haishh...last 2 daess ferr eventss verii nicee...got alot tuu saee..but ee bloggerr went bersekk againn nn ii cant post mii blogg...ohh wel...lazyy tuu repeatt ee eventss lerr..soo tokk abt todaee bahh...tml arr...wake up at 1pm =p coss last timee sleptt at 3am...=D hadd fluu since yesterdaee...flowinn likk tapp lidatt..wahahass..XD todaee nvrr goo outt norrss...soo siann at hm...ii kepp snackinn non-stop sia...XD denn playy wif himm...chat chatt...aiyahh stayinn at hm real borinn...too badd mii mama dunn lett mii goo out oftenn...mii got jobb lerr!! soo hapii!!yayss...cann earnn mii moneyy liaoo...denn dunn needd worryy abt mii savingss lerr..yays!!!
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haishh...oversleptt tishh morninn...nn ii felt evenn sickerr denn yesterdaee...sore throat worsenn...flu startss cuminn...headachee...eyee irritationn...mann...blamee iit oon ee hazee lahh...but maybb iim jus nort tuu careful...denn oversleptt summoree...soo jus dunn goo schol norr...makee iit a restt daee ferr mii..but ii missedd mii guzhengg rehearsal...ohh damnitt...=/ tml noo schol summore...hahas...2 rest daess...haiishh job interview until kinda siann liaoo..noo onee hirinn mii..diaoo...=( maybb ii juss goo ferr simplee kindd derr...flyerss...wahahass...yesterdaee he iintro mii a gamee...kindaa funn...he proo norr...can imaginee hw he hit ee keyss ss e barss goess downn...blehh..=p mii stil noob lahh...half wayy diee liaoo..lols...hm...
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scholinn againn...haishh...todaee feel soo sickk..sore throatt nn tishh morninn jus startinn tuu hv fluu..got tuu schol startedd yawninn liaoo..todaee derr hazee damnn thickk...soo mistyy...todae tookk bacc al ee resultss...haishh...didnt realii doo wel...but ii passedd engg..^^ but cantt bii tuu hapii norr...haishh..=( denn afterr schol hadd guzhengg...wahh spoil mii moodd siaa...cos got tuu juniorss dunn wana cooperatee wif uss...denn verii watt norr...haishh next yrr ee guzhengg essemblee gonaa flunkk siaa...cc hww theyy diee...denn wentt wif jeSs takee ee conts. ..woo iit seemedd difficultt norr...c ee fingerr stickk intuu ee eyee...denn take outt likk peelinn skinn lidatt..hahass...denn wentt hmm...feelinn moodyy..maybb cos oof ee hazee bahh...makee mii eyess soo painn..denn soo hardd tuu breathee..haishh...denn todaee actuallyy wana goo jobb intervieww wif oliviaa derr but didntt...mama dun lett...haishh...todaee realii not mii daee lahh...tml stil got speechh daee rehearsal...yays cann get out oof class earlyy...^^v...well hopee it getss betarr daee byy daee...
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blahh...
todae soo sleepyy againn...wokee upp earlyy iin ee morninn...got guzhengg mahh...but todaee special...insteadd oof ourr 4 hrs practicee...(whichh wass verii longg) tuu 2hrs...yay!nn teacherr nv cumm...wee practicee oon our ownn...^^ noo stress...=p tishh morninn olmostt spoill mii moodd..wana bathee..denn youngerr broo nn mama snatchh toilett fromm mii..wthh..ii tott iim gona gett latee..but late ferr a few mins iin ee endd...=p nv practicee ferr guzhengg..but todaee funii siaa..playy ee guzhengg ii kep playinn it likk verii tou ruu lidatt...iin factt iim enjoyinn itt..hahass...next week derr speechh daee wee performinn...cumm supportt mii worrs!!wahaas...jkinn lahh...noo onee seemm tuu respectt nn likk guzhengg iin ourr schol derr lohh...theyy tinkk itss girlyy oor summ sortaa...but ii dun mindd norr...wat ii noee ishh ii enjoyedd everii performancee where wee playedd well...=) todaee hazee verii strongg..breathee iin wil wana coughh siaa...denn afterr guzhengg ii wentt tuu hpointt..goo ntucc playy..=p hahaas...nort playy lahh...goo walk walkk cc al ee foodd deree...ii luvv itt..XD denn wentt tuu foodd courtt buyy foodd ferr mii kor nn miiselff...wahh actuallyy dunn needd buyy derr norr..wenn gott hm nort longg mii mama boughtt foodd homee olsoo..wakakass...denn wee got tuu eat moree denn usual lerr..blehh...tml startt schol againn..haishh...denn stil got guzhengg afterr datt..ferr 4 hrs summore lehh..tirinn...but...afterr guzhengg goo takee mii contactss lerr!!yays!! ^^v mii specss nw bentt siaa...haishh...wearr datt timee olsoo feel weridd weridd derr...likk onee sidee slantt onee sidee highh..wahahass...but hopee ee conts. dunn affectt mii worrs...aniwaeess...laterr gonaa takee a shortt napp denn goo practicee mii guzhengg ferr tml.
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haishh todaee nort enoughh slepp...canot slep properlyy...yesterdaee dadd siaoo derr...ii goo washrm washh facee onlii hee saee ii make noisee denn goo livinn rmm slepp..denn ii didntt noee hee sleepinn dere mahh..denn ii hungryy..soo ii oon ee lights tuu ee kitchenn..includdin ee onee iin ee livinn rmm..denn he suddenlyy gett upp nn scoldedd mii..wahh shockedd sia ii tott wat thinn popp upp..wahahas...denn he scoldedd mii..ii almostt arguedd bacc cos its nort mii faultt..denn ii dun caree lohh..goo tuu ee kitchenn goo grabb a cupp oof instant mushrmm soupp nn wentt bac tuu mii rmm nn drinkk..dunn wann cc his facee...tinkk hiss gettinn oldd..dats yy attitudee lidatt...haishh...todaee wentt cc docc..docc saee ii lookk plummerr againn...yeahh yeahh...denn coss hiss medd make mii heatyy mahh..denn he prescribedd anotherr kindd ferr mii...soo ii wontt heatyy lerr...haishh..sore thoartt...heatyy...anyway these daess wontt bii so comfortablee...denn wentt tuu compass derr burgerr kingg goo askk ferr jobb..wthh kana rejectedd..cos theyy wann thosee datt cann workk ferr mthss derr..but ii can onlii until novv..denn theyy olso hv tuu trainn ferr 3 weekss...soo deress noo timee...ii hatee ee managerr siaa...hiss engg soo lousyy..denn rejectt mii datt timee his wordss shott mii siaa...wahh...denn jeSs helpp mii byy sayinn lamee tuu himm..wakakas...aiyohh shee soo darinn...hahas...denn afterr datt wee mett himm..denn wentt walk walkk...denn gonee tuu vivo cityy..soo funn norr ee waterr...warmm warmm derr...denn wentt tuu kovann...jeSs wann buyy cakee..denn she wentt off leavinn uss..denn acc himm goo meet hiss frens goo playy bb ball norr..denn mum calledd denn ii gtgg..gone hm wif hiss acc...denn...haishh..stil got watt...borinn againn norr...yays! 2 more daess nn....woohoo!!haishh but tml gott guzhengg...soo siann...laterr gonaa practicee abitt orr elsee tml ii gonaa diee..hahas...haishh hopee tuu findd a jobb soonn..ii needd moneyy...sobb...=(
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mhaishh...borinn daee todaee...canot goo cc his matchh...sobb..soo sadd...=( do ee usual stuff...eat breakfast blahh blahh...todae ishh cleaninn daee...ss usual ferr everi sat...gona mopp ee floor whilee mii korr doo ee vacumminn... but todaee didd extra workk...changinn of bedsheetss..hahas...mii dadd lett us usee ee internett lerr..but tuu aa limitt till 12am...haishh...borinn...borinn!!dunoe wats special todaee...maybb iin ee eveinn practicee mii guzhengg norr...mondaee got tuitionn...haishh siann...ii siann of guzhengg lerr lahh!! haishh...he wentt tuu escapee...denn ii at hm soo siann...mii dadd todaee siaoo siaoo onee...dunoe gv watt attitudee...dunn caree himm lahh..haishh ii todaee hvv cravinn ferr burgerss sia...but todae canot go outt..ii wana diee lerr lahh!!
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todaee wentt ferr jobb intervieww...stupidd lahh..tott hv tuu wearr formallyy...denn makee mii wearr until soo damnn funni...-.- met him nn olivia at hmall...denn wentt tuu fill iin ee formm ferr ee jobb...denn oliviaa wentt hm...denn ii nn himm go meet jess att ee specs shopp ferr ee contactss derr...hehexx..denn wentt tuu eatt...denn he wentt off dunoe wheree..denn ii nn jess goo justina derr housee downstairs datt playgroundd playy whilee waitinn ferr justinaa...denn walkk all ee wayy tuu hmall againn...denn waitedd ferr himm...denn he cumm lerr..wass soo surprisedd coss he lookedd gdd wif datt outfitt...^^ didnt recognizedd him at 1stt..hahas...denn waitedd ferr bus goo hpt...denn met paddyy they al...denn waitedd ferr zhiyangg..denn wentt tuu his housee ferr ee partyy...playedd volleyball...it wass funn...hahas...funii tuu...denn ii ee eveninn atee a littlee...denn wentt walkk walkk wif himm...denn wentt bacc nn tookk mii bagg tuu go hm...wat sia...saee gdd byee tuu summ of emm theyy nvrr evenn saee bb...gv mii attitudee arr...walkedd al ee wayy tuu ee bus stopp...wahh...denn wentt tuu hpt againn tuu buyy mii dinnerr...denn wentt hm...wif hiss acc...^^ denn wentt hm...mii parentss bought duck nn smelly tofuu ferr mii...yumm smelly tofuu...=D mii fav! denn eatt until damnn full...wahahas...todaee realii hadd a greatt timee...wif hiss acc...^^
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wahh todaee siann siaa...wake up earlyy iin ee morninn soo tiredd...dunn feel likk goinn schol..but stil wentt...latee ferr schol...was standinn outsidee wonderinn wana goo hm slep anot anywayy iim latee..but stil wentt iin...wahh..nvrr kana demeritt..=) but soo weirdd norr...monitorr latee ferr schol...hahas...haishh anywayy regretedd goinn tuu schol todaee...late ferr schol..denn after dat go hall listenn tuu dm tok wat crap ferr 2-3 hrss worr!!omgg...legg cramp sia...he tokk likk castinn sleepinn spel lidatt...denn ii listenn tuu mii ipodd...hidee it of coss...denn let himm tokk finishh..=p soo badd hohh...hahas...denn go recess...2 periodss of recess sia...woo! denn went back tuu class...nothinn tuu do lohh..playy onli...ii preferredd stayinn at hm nn slep betarr...hahas...denn got bac emaths nn amathss resultss...cme dunn caree lahh...got A norr..hahas...emathss passedd...^^ but...amaths needd 3 more markss tuu pass sia...=( sadd...haishh...ii wass targetinn tuu pass datt deree...sobb...=( alot of careless mistakess summoree...haishh yy!? wahh denn iin class realii nothinn tuu doo lohh...playy playy playy..listen ipodd until noo batt..omgg...-.-...denn afterr scholl wentt tuu ave 8 goo cut frigee nn goo settle oon ee conts. iin ee specs shopp...wenn oon ee way deree...saw someeonee ii dunn realii wana cc...but its alritee...cos ii got onee nice hubbyy lerr..hexx...^^ gonaa usee mii savinn tuu buyy conts. ...nvrr goo cut frigee iin ee endd..cos tuu manii ppl lerr...lazyy tuu waitt...siann sia...denn wentt hm norr...tml gona go job intervieww at hmall wif oliviaa...hahas mii doinn part timee..=) denn goo meet himm...denn go checkk oon ee conts. againn...denn goo cut frigee iif ii hv ee moodd tuu..hahas....tml gonaa bii a busyy daee...nn hope its a gdd onee...=D haishh...dadd gonaa cutt ee wireless connectionn...or soo calledd internet connectionn..haishh..canot usee mii lappy lerr...wan usee olso hv tuu use at someones housee orr at macc...sobb..=(...ii wann goo shopp!!but nw savinn moneyy..mii savinn canott touchh..ferr ee conts. olsoo derr..soo...mustt toleratee!wenn get work payy lerr denn cann buyy...yay!
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finallyy!! poa paper 1 finishh lerr!!it was easierr denn yesterdaess...summ of thosee ii revisedd camee upp..^^ nn todaess ee lastt paperr!! iim free!!=p cann enjoyy liaoo..cann go findd part timee lerr...woo!!hapii..!=) but mii verii sleepyy..-.- sleptt at 1 pluss am yesterdaee...haishh...todae almostt late ferr schol...bell ringg liaoo luckyy ii juss rit at mii class...wheww...hahas...todaee gona goo chalett...=) maybb cann playy likk siaoo bahh..cos got alot of pl dere ii noee derr goinn tuu..^^ iim gona enjoyy miiself todaee!! oon ee wayy hm dat timee...nearr mii flatt..got onee unknownn guyy wiff his dogg kep followinn mii..denn wenn ii got tuu ee lift...he stoppedd mii!denn askedd if can make frens wif him...madd arr...ii dun even noee himm norr..denn ii sa himm madd...denn he saee jus wana make frenss wif mii...denn ii saidd noo..cos ii dun evenn noee wat kind of personn ishh hee...denn ii dunoe wat he gona doo tuu...denn he saidd nvmm nn leftt...werid fellow...ii tink he hadd depressionn orr sumthinn..needd acc...lols...jkinn lahh...jus weridd norr wenn a strangerr suddenlyy ask euu tuu make frenss wif himm...dunn ya tinkk?
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haishh..todae hadd poa paper 2...fail lerr lahh..ii dunoe hw tuu do...forgot alot of ee format...ii soo stressedd lahh...yesterdae slept barelyy 4 hrs...soo tiredd...todae soo stupidd...mii paper starts at 1030..denn ii wentt tuu schol at ee usual schol time...wentt dere...was wonderinn yy mii class soo few pl...denn mii classmate saee onlii econs studentss onlii...denn ii askedd where rr ee poa pl...she sae it starts at 1030...omgg!!! iim soo embarrassedd...!!denn ii ask mii ft ferr permissionn tuu leavee...denn she saee wait till ee national athemm hadd pastt...denn she saee yy ii soo blurr...haishh ii nvrr goo cc ee timetablee mahh...denn afterr ee national athemm...wentt tuu hpt tuu studyy ferr 3 hrs pluss...wahh...studyy until siaoo...stress arr..!den at 10 ii wentt bac tuu schol...summ econs classmatess laughh at mii..sobb..=( but its okie lahh...ishh ii blurr mahh...denn saww mii ft..denn ii ask herr abt mii emaths paper...she saidd ii passedd lehh! soo hapii...! but mii amathss...well...wat do euu expect??denn tookk ee paper...wahh..soo hardd..denn ii suddenlyy forgett sum formatss...dunoe watt ii tinkinn lahh...denn goinn hm wif frenn oon ee wayy buyy ice creamm..=) yumm...! denn went hm...denn mii mama ask mii wana follow her goo hpt derr ntuc doo summ shoppinn...ii luvv goinn tuu ee market wif mii mama...ii findd it soo funn..lookinn at al ee foodd nn stuff...ahh...=D denn bought sushii...yumm...denn wentt hm tookk a napp...soo tiredd...denn mii mama orderedd mac ferr dinner...yumms againn..^^ tml poa paper 1 lerr...hv tuu studyy a little...hope theyy dunn set itt tuu difficultt..or ii surelyy wil fail itt...but sa2 worr...suree verii hardd derr...haishh...c bahh...
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haishh...
todae hadd amathss nn chem. papers...dunn needd saee lerr...fail liaoo...got sickk yesterdaee..sudden feverr...headachee...throat weirdd weirdd derr...eyess soo tiredd...canot concentratee...all ii hadd readd all was forgottenn wenn ii didd ee tests todaee...denn got fever againn durinn ee breakk we hadd be4 amaths paper...haishh tml got poa somemore...canot readd fast..denn canot concentrate...yy must ii bi sick al ee time?nn summore tishh time ishh durinn examss?damn hazee...haishh...no mood iin anythinn lahh...soo pissedd off...wen tuu hgreenn wif jeSs thy all...at 1st okie lahh..can readd..denn suddenlyy feverr againn...eat panadol...likk got a bit usee onlii...denn ee pl soo noisyy..canott concentratee...ii tinkk ii readd tuu muchh lerr...denn now lidatt...haishh...ii verii tiredd nn stress lahh!! how ii hopee ii can jus faintt nn let it past...hvinn low bloodd these daess...haishh hv tuu eat pig liverr liaoo...soo weakk norr mii...yy from iim bornn till nw olwaes soo manii problems?? wen wil ii ever nort sufferr?tishh yrr sickk alott siaa...abtt...3-4 times lerr bahh...haiyohh...betar hopee it wont affect mii poa paperr tml...ii cantt affordd tuu fail againn...orr iim deadd meatt..!
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wahh...so pek chek...blogger hadd been kickinn mii outt ferr ee last 2 daes...hai wo canort post blogg...haishh siann lahh...tml hvin chem. nn amaths papers...chem. ii can confirmm fail derr...100% yay! hahas wats dere tuu bii hapi abt it...-.- fri nite was funn at punggol parkk..aiyahh lazyy tuu typee dat daee derr events lahh...hahas...todaee nothinn muchh hapenn...gonna studyy ferr mii exams norr...haishh...3 more daess tuu enduree...ii can do it!!todae no mood tuu type until longg longg lerr lahh...stopp here...goinn studyy lerr...
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haishh..todaee derr m.t papers verii hardd nehh...headachee arr...noo confidencee iin all mii tests lerr...diee lerr lahh...haishh yesterdaee tokk oon phonee wif frenn..denn mii mama came iin nn scoldedd mii coss of mii younger bro...stupidd lohh..anithinn hapenn tuu himm ishh mii faultt..ii teachh himm mii mama scold...spoilt himm lohh..ii wann c hw mii mama regret...haishh dunn caree lerr lahh..ii independentt derr...denn lett mii frenn hear until norr..soo..dunoe hw tuu saee...should hadd juss hangg ee phonee dunn lett himm hearr mii nn mii mama quarrel..almost cryy norr..denn he comfort mii nn make mii laughh summore hahas...iif urr readinn tishh..ii wana thank euu ferr al euu hadd donee...ii appreciatee iit nn verii touchedd..truelyy...euu softenn iit lerr...hapii?hahas...but deres stil timee neededd..ii dunoee euu wel enoughh yett nn it goess ee same tuu euu tuu..but ii noee ii wil changee ferr ee onee ii luvv...=) arr euu reali serious?confirmm abtt iit?euu realii dunn mindd hw ii m nw?well...ii changee ss timee pass bahh...soo iim gonna get betarr...^^ plss dunn blamee urselff ferr beinn iin technical nn couldnt understandd wat ii m sayinn..cos ii nort usinn englishh...ii usinn singlishh nn englishh nn mii languagee..hahas...nn ii dunn look at ex,na nn nt derr norr...wee arr humanss tuu wat..=) wentt tuu hpt tuu buyy chicken feet derr skinn afterr schol...hahas...share wif familyy...iit wass tastyy...denn mii mama soo greedyy norr...gv us summ denn takee e rest iin ee packett...hahass..tml hvinn emaths paper 2...gonaa do al ee revisionss iin mii emaths textbkk...dunoee iif can manage anort olso..hahas...but dunn caree lahh...tryy norr...got tryy betar denn nvr...=)
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haishh...todaee damn tiredd...slept ferr less denn 5 hrs todaee denn wann wake up at 3am continuee readinn ee chaps ii hvnt finishh derr but doze bac siaa...denn nv readd until norr...too tiredd...denn tishh morninn vomitedd againn...wats wrongg wif mii siaa kep vomittin...ii tinkk ii giddyy bahh..denn vomitt...soo shitt..read physics nn historyy until gongg diaoo..todae go schol nvrr latee worr...=D classmatess likk soo surprisee lidatt...saee ii todaee yy so earlyy...wahahass..physics paper damnn shitt lohh..dunoee hw tuu doo...anihw junk ee ans insidee derr...fail liaoo lohh..haishh...denn luckyy got 1 n a half hr breakk be4 historyy paperr...ii chiongg finishh mii chapss ii hvnt readd derr...wahh ii almostt jus faintt lohh..tuu tiredd lerr..canott concentrate olsoo..wenn doinn ee historyy paperr ii do until wann gv up siaa...coss tuu tiredd lerr...dunoee if wil pass historyy olso anott..cos got summ ii ritinn junkk norr...dunoe watt ii doinn olso...blurr blurr derr...denn canott breathee againn..denn chest painn...soo hungryy cos ii nv eat mii breakfast nn lunchh...denn walk home dat time almost jus fall fromm ee stairs wen ii wass goinn downn ee stairs wif mii fren iin schol...tiredd lahh...denn walk likk gongg gongg onee...denn eat icecreamm again..=D todaee ishh chocolate mintt derr..yumm mii favv...^^ tml hvinn m.t paperr..hengg arr...iif nort ii gona read likk siaoo againn...dunn need slep lerr..hahass...todae cann relaxx lerr norr...=) left handd superr painn dunoe yy olsoo..
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wahh!!todae ishh it lerr!emaths paper 1 nn ss papers..haishh..nv realii sleepp wel..maybb tuu excitedd bahh..hahas..kep wakinn up half wayy..woke up soo tiredd...drinkk chickenn essence dunn seem tuu workk olsoo..rushh tuu schol but stil get dere after 730 -.- haishh stil latee...luckyy no detentionn ferr tishh past 2 weeks..=D if nort ii dunoe hw manii hourss of detentionn lerr..ahh!!=p settledd downn iin mii class while waitinn ferr ee assemblyy tuu bii overr..rushinn wif mii last chap dat ii hadd nort finishedd ferr ss...sobb soo rushh lohh...dunn seem tuu memorizee anithinn..jus read onlii norr...wen gone bac tuu class..omgg..excitedd!!emaths paper 1 1stt..althoughh ii got some noee hw tuu do..but ii losee quite alot of markss sia..denn followedd byy ss papers...omgg it wass hardd!dunooe wat confrontationn thinyy derr..readd lerr blurr sia...denn anyhow ritt norr...luckyy ii rote summ pointss insidee..iif nort ii diee siaa...denn wats worst..write half wayy canot breathee..ii stunned dere ferr dunoe hw longg denn okie nehh..denn continue ritin all ee crapp dat ii read lohh..do do doo..den suddenlyy wann goo washrm...-.- swayy...denn wenn cumm bac liaoo left 20mins..ii stil hvnt even started mii section B!rushh arr!!den wenn doinn ee part B...left 5mins..-.-ii jus junk crap inside lohh..haishh dun hv confidence ferr tishh test liaoo...den extra physics lesson dat time..headache siaa..maybb ii nort enough slep dats yy..denn canot hear a single word of watt ee teacherr ishh sayinn...onli summ part onlii...ii olso no confidencee dat ii wil pass mii physicss lahh..jus readd onlii lohh dun caree lerr...denn wenn walkinn hm wif frenn goo buyy icecreamm eat...yumm!! =) denn goo findd a frenn at hpointt... dere noisyy likk wat loh...denn cumm hm...no one at hm..wahh freak soo quiet...tml hvinn physics nn historyy paperss...stress lahh...tinkk ii readd historyy first...aniwayy mii physicss no hopee lerr..haishh..
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haishh..woke up earlii iin ee morninn ferr schol...dunoee yy but vomittedd siaa...denn todaee hv tuu wearr tiee...so warmm...got tuu scholl after 730 ss usuall norr..haishh yy ii olwaes latee derr...todaee derr hastee soo wat norr...causee ee weatherr tuu bii soo warmm...iim dyinn fromm heatt at mii seatt lehh..teacherr tokk ii tiredd tuu stayy alertt norr..denn soo wat lahh..ee windd cumm dat time olso nort nicee derr...kepp messinn mii hairr...hahas...denn jus clipp lahh iif nort pl cc mii kep touchh touchh latar cc mii buaii songg..=p blehh...almostt doze off durinn historyy..yawnn dunoee hw manii timess...=D datt male teacherr tokk lik robot sia...half way half wayy derr..hahass..ii stil likk ee female teacherr..fast but tuu fast olso no gd...cos wenn iim takinn notes fromm wat shee ishh sayinn mahh..denn tok so fast verii hard tuu catch up denn nv manage tuu grab summ pointerss..tml hvin emaths nn ss tests lehh..hopee ii hv no difficulties managinn emm...haishh..no confidence lidatt lehh..aiyahh ii everitime examss noo confidencee derr lahh..mii throat stil hurts fromm yesterdaee's steam boat...XD wats worst ii nv brin water bottle tuu schol..denn forgot tuu buyy fromm canteen..wahh..denn drink fromm mii fren's derr lohh..throat tuu dryy lahh canot toleratee...laterr got tuu read finishh mii ss denn practice onn mathss..if stil got time faster readd somemore ss...denn mathss..wahahass wat m ii sayinn..jus doo wat ii wana revisee onn lahh...todaee soo sad lidatt..dunoee yy lahh...everitime sadd derr ii olso dunoe yy...wahahas...atee leftoverss fromm yesterdae's steam boat..=p denn left 2 n a half moree chaps ferr ss tuu studyy..ahh...ii soo scaredd..wat iif ii forgett everithin ii jus readd?wat iif mii emaths papers cumm outt nortt ee wayy ii expectedd?
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ohh wel..anotherr daee hadd passedd...managee tuu readd a little yesterdaee...=p...todaee ishh soo nortt mii daee norr...ii supposee tuu wake up at 730 coss ii needd tuu go ferr mii checkupp abtt mii intestiness derr...denn ii wakee upp at 830..XD kana scoldinn fromm mumm lohh...shee scoldd mii nvm siaa..butt wenn ii was gettin rdyy half wayy onlii..she left mii iin ee housee nn went wifoutt mii lehh! soo badd lohh...show mii attitudee sia...but denn herr legg gott problemm..denn ii managee tuu catch up..=p wats worstt...mii specss bent sia..but noo choicee ii canot cc..soo juss wearr norr..nn mii exams cominn lerr..no timee tuu changee..afterr examss denn cc hw bahh..=) sitt buss nn trainn..wahh tiredd arr..yesterdaee sleep at 1 pluss lehh...hahass..denn ii slep iin ee buss nn iin ee trainn..pigg sia...*oink* actuallii mii todaee nortt realii badd lahh..ee docc saee iim betarr lerr lohh...of coss hv tuu betarr lahh..ii dranks weeks of bitter soup lerr lehh!sumore ishh onee bowl..blehh..*shiver* hahas denn he saee ii look plummer lerr...nn alott moree lahh...denn wentt tuu ee wet market wif mii mama whilee waitinn ferr ee medicine tuu bii rdyy..luvv goinn tuu ee market wif mii mama..dunoe yy..butt ii juss lovee tuu c food!...hahass..^^ wee hvinn steamboatt tonight..yummyy...!juus luvv iit wenn euu cann juss throww everithinn insidee...wahahass..XD latarr maybb ii readd ss...ii soo slackk lahh..diee liaoo lohh..dunoo yy so slackk...haishh...denn todaee listenn musicc listenn until almost cryy sia...wat ii wana cry abtt ii dunn evenn noee norr..juss feel sadd..
wahh freakk!ii canot breathe for nearly 3 secs..kinda gettin serious ii dunoee olsoo..denn scalded mii throat while drinkinn ee soup fromm ee steam boatt..didnt noee it was stil hott...todae gona lose mii voice liao...aha...tml duno hw lerr...it was enjoyablee...mii familyy kep laughinn...although dere ar summ little quarrels...mii dad scoldd abit vulgar onli siaa..hahas..anyway todae hapen alot of thin lahh..if ii continue typinn can make a essay liaoo..hahas...
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